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Alright, so my wardrobe now includes two more items. That’s right, I now own two bras. Man, was it hard to find some that fit me. My measurements were about a 38-40AA. However, the smallest cup size they had for that band size was B. So now I have two 38B bras that fit everywhere but the cups, so that means it’s time to learn how to stuff properly. Now, I have no clue what I’m doing so I’m trying to search for good advice as to how to do it without looking too fake. Anyone who wants to offer advice is welcome to do so.
In other news, I have been dealing with lots of stress. Talking with my family and their opinions about what I’m thinking of doing have made me doubt myself severely. Granted, I’m still not sure what all my dad knows. I know what my mother told him, but he said my brother told him some stuff, so that throws more variables into the equation. Also, for his sake, I’ve decided to start seeing a second therapist, especially since he said he’d pay for it. So I have an appointment with a general therapist next week. I’ll see how that turns out.
As I mentioned before, I’ve gone out in public a few times dressed up. However, I’m most excited about this Sunday evening. The plan is to go with a group of people to S4, a gay club in the area, and I plan on being dressed/prettied up for it. Hopefully the plans go through.
Shorter post for now, more updates later.
Ciao.
Advice? hmmm. I’m from the UK, so forgive the limey talk,and also bear in mind it’s 3 a.m. and I can’t even think for toothcahe, but you can get chicken fillets to fill out your bosom.
Also, treat yourself to a professional blow dry. The best you can afford.
Less more when it comes to make up, and I’ve made some huge errors in judgement regardmg that (but most of my GG girls do that too, so meh)
Any kind of therapy is beneficial, but some doctor are harmful. They’re not super human. They simply make observatons based on how you felt right that day.
And tell me. Whats the outfit like? You should put your pic up on here again.
And I much prefer Cassandra to Kasi. You know, that was the name of Jane Austen’s favourite sibling
I’ll read through more of your posts tomorrow. Time for ned soon, or my family will critisise me for that as well.
Hugs,
Rachel, xxx